Let It Rot. Then Show Up Anyway.
- Keeton Fagnani
- Apr 30
- 2 min read

Decay is not a failure.
It’s the factory reset of everything real.
Your lawn doesn’t die because you missed a week.
It dies because you missed twelve, told yourself it was fine, then threw fertilizer on the corpse like that would fix something.
Discipline doesn’t stop decay — it just gives it purpose.
It says, “Yeah, this is falling apart. Now what?”
Weeds don’t take days off.
Neither does mold.
Or chaos.
Or your worst habits.
They don’t care how tired you are.
They don’t care that you “meant to get to it.”
You let up for one week, they move in like unpaid relatives.
Truth is, everything is always decaying.Your grass. Your motivation. Your body.Even your best intentions are slowly decomposing behind your eyes.
So the question isn’t how do I stop the decay?
The question is what do I do while it’s happening?
Because the grind?
That’s the rebellion.
You show up.
You rake the rot.
You mow when it’s wet and annoying and thankless.
You water when it feels like nothing’s changing.
You fix the soil instead of painting the dead grass green.
You choose to care — on purpose — while everything begs you not to.
Discipline is not glamorous.
It’s not a morning routine and a color-coded calendar.
It’s dragging your carcass out of bed to do the same boring thing for the thousandth time because the alternative is worse.
It’s mowing the damn lawn before it becomes a jungle of guilt.
It’s choosing the pain you understand over the collapse you don’t.
Let the decay happen.
Let it rot.
Then show up anyway.
Because that’s what makes things grow.
Not perfection. Not motivation.
Just a shovel, some dirt, and the savage truth that nobody’s coming to save it but you.
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